I Am Debtor

By R.M. M’Cheyne

When this passing world is done,
When has sunk yon glaring sun,
When we stand with Christ in glory,
Looking o’er life’s finished story,
Then, Lord, shall I fully know—
Not till then—how much I owe.

When I hear the wicked call
On the rocks and hills to fall,
When I see them start and shrink
On the fiery deluge brink,
Then, Lord, shall I fully know—
Not till then—how much I owe.

When I stand before the throne
Dressed in beauty not my own,
When I see Thee as Thou art,
Love Thee with unsinning heart,
Then, Lord, shall I fully know—
Not till then—how much I owe.

When the praise of heaven I hear
Loud as thunders to the ear,
Loud as many waters’ noise,
Sweet as harp’s melodious voice,
Then, Lord, shall I fully know—
Not till then—how much I owe.

Even on earth, as through a glass
Darkly, let thy glory pass,
Make forgiveness feel so sweet,
Make thy Spirit’s help so meet,
Even on earth, Lord, make me know
Something of how much I owe.

Chosen not for good in me,
Wakened up from wrath to flee,
Hidden in the Saviour’s side,
By the Spirit sanctified,
Teach me, Lord, on earth to show,
By my love, how much I owe.

Oft I walk beneath the cloud,
Dark as midnight’s gloomy shroud;
But, when fear is at the height,
Jesus comes, and all is light:
Blessed Jesus! bid me show
Doubting saints how much I owe

When in flowery paths I tread,
Oft by sin I’m captive led;
Oft I fall, but still arise;
The Spirit comes—the tempter flies:
Blessed Spirit! bid me show
Weary sinners all I owe.

Oft the nights of sorrow reign—
Weeping, sickness, sighing, pain,
But a night Thine anger burns—
Morning comes, and joy returns:
God of comforts! bid me show
To thy poor, how much I owe.

Blind Man’s Bluff

“But their minds were hardened. For to this day, when they read the old covenant,
that same veil remains unlifted, because only through Christ is it taken away.”
2 Corinthians 3:14 (ESV)

In one of my favorite Mythbusters episodes, Jamie and Adam test whether or not it is possible to walk, swim, and drive in a straight line while blindfolded.

What I found fascinating about this was how they both thought they were walking, and swimming, in a straight line.  Neither had any idea just how off course they had gotten, that they were walking/swimming in circles.  In fact, Jamie was quite certain he was almost across the water, he felt he had been swimming pretty straight, when in fact the GPS mapping revealed the truth, he was nowhere near his destination.

The funny thing is, this show reveals a gospel truth:

Those who are lost never really know it until they have been found.

Ephesians 4:18 tells us that apart from Christ we “are darkened in [our] understanding, alienated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in [us], due to [our] hardness of heart.”  Like wearing the dark glasses used in Mythbusters, we go through this life blind to the glory of God, the disaster of our sinfulness, and our desperate need for salvation.  We feel like we’re heading in the right direction, never realizing how far off course our lives have gotten.  We know that there are bad things that happen in this world, and even that we make mistakes from time to time; but in our blindness, it is inconceivable that we’ve been heading in the wrong direction, swimming in circles through this journey of life.  We think we are alive, heading toward the shore; when in reality, we are dead in our trespasses and sins, blind to the truth of God’s Word, immune to the love of Christ.  In other words, we are utterly, completely, and desperately lost.

The good news is, “the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost” (Luke 19:10).  Jesus came preaching the gospel to those who dwelled in darkness (Mat 4:13-17).  He healed the blind, restoring their vision, but he also opened the eyes of the heart (Eph 1:17-18).  In His grace, the Spirit of God comes and removes from us the blinders of sins darkness, showing us how far from God’s glory we have fallen (Rom 3:23), but also revealing the grace and mercy of the cross.  If you have come to know and believe in the Lord Jesus Christ as your savior, know that it is only because He has first loved you, and that God has “delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son” (Col 1:13)

The question remains, though, how do we interact with those who still dwell in darkness?  Countless hours have been spent in frustrating debate with those who refuse to acknowledge the truth of God’s word and their need for a savior.  We long for their salvation, but cannot find the words that will “win the battle.”

Remember, it is God who reveals wisdom, and it is God who opens hearts and minds (Mat 11:25; 1 Cor 1:21; 2:14-15) and in Christ the veil that blinds us is taken away (2 Cor 3:14-16).  If you are dealing with someone who is blinded to the truth of God, pray.  Pray that God would remove the veil, that God would expose their sinfulness, that God would convict them of their brokenness, so that they might run to their savior, Jesus Christ.

While praying, remember also to live in such a way that the world may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven (Mat 5:16).  We have been called out of the darkness that we might be the light of the world, shining the light and goodness of Christ into a darkened world.  The people around us are stumbling and bumbling in the darkness, but our lives of faith and loving service should break through the darkness.

Finally, have hope.  John’s gospel tells us that in Jesus “was life, and the life was the light of men.  The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it” (John 1:4-5).  There is no darkness that is too dark that the light of Christ does not shine forth.  There is no soul so stained with sin that the blood of Christ cannot wash and make it new.  Jesus has overcome the world, take heart, have hope!

SDG